Could be better, could be worse:]
Idk, when I feel life Can't get any better, or when life can't possibly can't get any worse ?
So, on account of it being 44 fucking degrees outside, I ditched morning practice & went to McDonalds.I don't think I've had hashbrowns since I was in preschool.
I remember everday before preschool , I had to have my McDonald's hashbrowns with either Milk or Orange Juice:]
My mom said she would take me to SmokeHouse after practice, but she didn't foll ow through because of work & she felt bad.
Gahh, to think I'd be in the water right nowwwwww :o
This freaking hot chocolate is the shittttt.Loll it's McDonalds but w/e.
I woke up super early at like 3 because of my damn alarm & I started reading this book called If I stay, about this chick whose Parents & Lil Bro die in a fucking car crash & she's in a coma. But it's kind of like a Ghost a la Patrick Swayze thing, it's an amazing book. It's like 200 pages, and before I left for practice I had like 50 pages left lmaooo. I love the way I read fast <3
Anyway, I'm gonna go upstairs and finish it <3 !
- Where The Fuck Are You?:McDonalds
- How Yeh Feelin?:
cold as BALLS - My Jams:I hear the Rosary upstairs lmaoo. Oh Mother.
So my days have been going fantastic !
Which is like terrifying me for some reason.It seems like whenever my life starts to go good,something swoops in & fucks it up.
So I'm just reallly...not afraid of being happy,just like...Cautious ?
Like I become happy again & then hit a rough point .
But anyway.
My abs & legs hurttt loll . Practice was okayyy, but a few lanes over everyone else was tapering for JO'S, lol:(
This time next year, JO'S won't mean shit to me. Sectionals & Senior Champs Babyyyy:]
Like i've been obsessing about it.All i'm thinking about is SECTIONALS&SENIOR CHAMPS.
But it won't be for a whole nother year.But IDGAF:]
Being homeschooled is totally working out.I have never felt more heathier, I LOVE IT <3
I'm just in one of those amazing moods, yanno ?
I just hope nothing fucks it up .
Sleep tight, no morning practice tommorow ! <3 !
- Where The Fuck Are You?:A Happy Ass Place:]
- How Yeh Feelin?:
refreshed - My Jams:New Perspective-Panic At The Disco
Well my garsh,where the hellll have I been ?
It's been awhile.My life has completely changed.
I've moved,I've grown,I've lost friends,I've made friends.
My life is completely diffrent.
Seems like when everything's changing, it stays the same, and when it stays the same it seems to change.
I have an entirely diff outlook on life.I almost quit swimming a few months ago,but with motivation from my coach I've stayed:]
I'm mostly homeschooled ATM.I was suicidal there for a few months ago.
I don't really keep in touch with my Lee Middle friends that much, I saw shyana about 4 months ago,Chelsea and I hardly talk.
I've come a long way.The road has been so long,but I know it's only beginning:]
It's really cold here in SouthWest Florida,and it's really super rainy.I'm probably going to see Dear John or The Lovely Bones with my Kaylee:]
Time to sign off.Maybe I'll post later:]
- Where The Fuck Are You?:A Rainy Place:]
- How Yeh Feelin?:
cold - My Jams:Empire State Of Mind-Jay Z ft. Alicia Keys:]
things have changed so much! i have gotten so much faster in swimming. when i read my old enteries, i laugh at how naiive i was. i'm playing the violin, which i've gotten really good @. my friends have changed even more. shyana is a good friend but brady's a tramp & yeah things have changed. i am going 2 start using this livejournal again so yay!
lee middle is not working out so well. i am moving 2 veteran's @ least after christmas break. my mom finally let me make a myspace.
i have a winter concert coming up on Dec. 17th the same day my dad's getting his knee replaced, i have another meet on dec. 13th after about 2 months without a meet!!!
it's gotten cold here and of course all the christmas tree decorations are put up. aaron & cynthia r coming 2 visit sat and stay the night probably. they are GULP staying in my bed.
i am afraid of what they r going 2 do in my bed....DUHN DUHN DUHN.
so yeah.....
- Where The Fuck Are You?:florida
- How Yeh Feelin?:
chipper - My Jams:live your life by ti and rihanna
officiallaurenallen.blogspot.com is the one I am using and the one I made so I could use later, eatsleepswim.tumblr.com. There have been good and bad times while I have written in this, and I will come back to read it if I need a good laugh, but things have changed and I think that I need to metiphorically shed of this blog and start a new chapter in my life. I used to be an aspiring actress and singer, now an aspring swimmer who belongs in a swimming pool. IF anyone ever read this and found it interesting, feel free to visit my new blog.
It's sad to close things, but that's the beauty of it! Goodbye, Livejournal!
- Where The Fuck Are You?:Blogspot.com
- How Yeh Feelin?:
complacent - My Jams:Norah Jones on my ipod =)
officiallaurenallen.livejournal.com
- Where The Fuck Are You?:a great place
- How Yeh Feelin?:
amused - My Jams:the sound of raindrops hitting the ground
How interesting! Yesterday was the crappiest day of my life! I had to ride my bike to the bus, BY MYSELF, after lunch i tripped cause some tool tripped me and my pants ripped -Not to mention RIGHT IN THE BACK WHERE EVERYONE COULD S
"Then i did 2." She looked at me like i was lying. "If you aren't going to do them all, then don't do any. You're just wasting your time. Get ready to get in." So i did. I was so angry, but i controlled it. I changed and got into the lane she told me to get in. I was with high schoolers, like usual. "Ok, do an easy 200, then go 100, 200, 300, 400.'" Which for all u non-swimmers means somewhere around 54 laps. Simple, right? Well, to me it is. So i swam about a 200, and if i do say so myself was keeping up. i was even ahead a few of them! then when we were taking
a break she yelled at me, "Get in lane 1 and do 75s! UR not keeping up!" So i was stuck with a bunch of slow boys who i kept hitting there feet because i was faster. Then ,god saved me. 20 min. b4 practice ended it started raining and thundering. The water felt like hailstones and just what i needed, I FORGOT MY TOWEL!. I ran to my car. IF u can't take anymore of this crappy day, don't read anymore. but it gets worse. my mom's battery ran out. we were there sitting there for about an hour before my dad came and tried to jumpstart the car. he ended up calling AAA and we drove his car home. It was 8:00 pm and we hadn't eaten dinner yet! We ate really late, at 9:00 pm. Luckily, my mom's car is OK and not messed up. They let my dad drive it home after they jumpstarted it. what a day. i felt crappy this morning so i asked my mom if she'd let me take a mental day. thank god she let me! i don't know if i'm going to swim practice or not.
- Where The Fuck Are You?:Mental Day
- How Yeh Feelin?:
bitchy - My Jams:the sound of some crazy tool yelling at me.
- How Yeh Feelin?:
cynical - My Jams:water